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		<title>Makarasana (Crocodile Pose)</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 02 Feb 2012 17:13:06 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Charles</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p></p> <p>To perform this asana:</p> <p>Lie flat on the stomach. Raise the head and shoulders and rest the chin in the palms of the hands witrh the elbows on the floor. Keep the elbows together for for a more pronounced arch to the spine. Seperate the elbows slightly to relieve excess pressure on the neck. [...]]]></description>
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<p>To perform this asana:</p>
<p>Lie flat on the stomach. Raise the head and shoulders and rest the chin in the palms of the hands witrh the elbows on the floor. Keep the elbows together for for a more pronounced arch to the spine. Seperate the elbows slightly to relieve excess pressure on the neck. In makarasana, the effect is felt at two points: the neck and the lower back. If the elbows are too far infront, tension will be felt in trhe neck; if they are drawn too close to the chest, tension will be felt more on the lower back. Adjust the position of the elbows so that these two points are equally balanced. The ideal position is when the whole spine is equally relaxed. Relax the whole body and close the eyes in the final position</p>
<p><strong>Breathing:</strong> Natural rythinic breathing</p>
<p><strong>Duration</strong>: For as long a spossible</p>
<p><strong>Awareness</strong>: Physical -  on the breathing process or counting the breath with concentration on the lower back and relaxing the whole body</p>
<p>People with back or spinal complaints may practice breathing in moving the awareness up along the spine from the tailbone to the neck and breathing out, bringing the awareness back down from the neck to the tail bone. Imagine that the breath is moving up and down the spine like mercury in a glass tube. This will quickly activate the healing energies in this area. For lower back pain due to the tension, concentrate on this area and feel it expanding and relaxing with every inhalation and exhalatio.</p>
<p>Spiritual &#8211; on manipura chakra or on the nose tip if practicing nasikagra drishti</p>
<p><strong>Contra-indication</strong>: Those with back conditions shopuld not practice this asana if any pain is experienced</p>
<p><strong>Benefits</strong>; This asana is very effective for people suffering from slipped disc, sciatica, lower back pain or any other spinal disorder. They should remain in this asana for extended periods of time as it encourages the vertebral column to resume its normal shape and releases compression of the spinal nerves. Asthmatic people who have any other lung ailments should practice this simple asana regularly with breath awareness as it allows more air to enter the lungs</p>
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		<title>Begining of Spiritual Life</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 30 Jan 2012 15:39:04 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Charles</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>Spiritual life begins by itself when you experience atmabhava. Vedanta speaks of atmabhava, the experience of oneself in all. It means that you have the same attitude towards others’ interests as you do towards your own.</p> <p>There is a place called Shirdi in Maharashtra in India, where lived a renowned saint, Sai Baba. There is [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Spiritual life begins by itself when you experience atmabhava. Vedanta speaks of atmabhava, the experience of oneself in all. It means that you have the same attitude towards others’ interests as you do towards your own.</p>
<p>There is a place called Shirdi in Maharashtra in India, where lived a renowned saint, Sai Baba. There is a famous story about him. When the house of one of his devotees was on fire, he felt the burning in his own body. People had to spray water on him to ease the pain. How did other people’s pain become a part of his experience?</p>
<p>I will tell you about an incident that took place over fifty years ago. The Kumbha Mela was on in Haridwar, and the pilgrims spilled over to Rishikesh. One evening I was walking towards Lakshman Jhoola situated to the north of the ashram. On the way, I noticed a gunny bag which seemed full of something. I didn’t pay much attention and continued on my way. When I returned to the ashram, I learnt that Swami Chidananda had picked up that gunny bag and brought it to the ashram – it contained an old man suffering from leprosy. Swami Sivananda organized a hut for him and arranged for his treatment. Some sannyasins were assigned to his service; they would bathe, shave and look after him. I was also one of them. However, I performed the tasks not as seva, but as a duty which my guru had given to me. That was not seva because I did not have the bhava, disposition, for seva inside me. His pain was not my pain. I was assigned that job, therefore I was doing it. Do you understand what I am saying? I am telling you the difference between karma and seva. It is not enough to just do something, the bhava is essential. If you have the right bhava, you may not even do anything. You may not have the money to help someone with food, but that is not important. Bhava is not an external thing, but an internal experience. After the above incident, Swami Sivananda decided that the lepers who sit by the road and beg should have a place to stay. The government offered some land and I was given the responsibility of building the colony. After I completed the task, about one hundred leper families came to live in that colony. Every evening I would chant the Ramayana to them, but I did not have any feeling inside me, I had no bhava. I was just performing an action. This is an example so you may understand the subject.</p>
<p>If someone you love falls sick, you cannot sleep at night. You go to visit your family because they are your family. This is not atmabahva. If you feel pain in your foot when a thorn pricks it but you do not feel anything when it pricks my foot, then it is not atmabhava. Atmabhava is where you make an effort towards someone who has no use for you, who does not belong to your family or clan, yet you express love towards him.</p>
<p>If you want to live a spiritual life, find a guru and then begin to perform seva, selfless service. Yoga is all right for the body. A little bit of pranayama, japa and dhyana are also necessary. A little bit of swadhyaya, satsang, kirtan and bhajan are also fine. But nothing is going to happen through them. They will not take the car of your spiritual life forward even one inch. For fifty years, I walked that path and my spiritual car did not stir. Even though I practised many hard and intense sadhanas, my car stayed stuck at one place; it did not move forward even one inch. It was only when a trace of atmabhava awakened in me that my car started moving.</p>
<p>The first lesson of spiritual life is seva. If you want to experience the presence of God, then get involved in seva. Seva means service of the human race, whether you serve one, two, or more, whether you serve a leper, an orphan, a blind person, or a homeless widow. This is the kindergarten of spiritual life. This is what Jesus Christ and Sri Krishna talked about. In the Bhagavad Gita, jnana yoga, raja yoga and sannyasa yoga come in the later chapters; karma yoga comes first. Karma yoga is actually seva yoga, selfless service. When you serve your spouse or children, it is not selfless service; it is selfish service. Your self-interest is involved in that. When you serve others, it is selfless service. This is called paramartha, for the sake of a higher cause, while swartha means for the sake of one’s own cause. What you do for others is karma yoga, what is done for oneself is karma. This is the first lesson.</p>
<p>The second lesson is love. Love everyone. To love a man or a woman has become very cheap these days. Many songs are written praising love. That is not love; it is lust. Love means holding someone as your own even if he is of no use to you, even if he is a horrible person. There is no room for hatred<br />
in love.</p>
<p>The third lesson is purify. This refers to purification of the mind. To purify the mind you don’t need to practise dhyana yoga. Practise dhyana when the mind has become pure. Dhyana is the BA course. Atmanubhuti, experience of the soul, is the MA course while seva is kindergarten. If you put a child in the MA course and teach him higher mathematics, he won’t understand anything. So at first, the small things must be learnt.<br />
Spiritual life is very difficult because you do not even know where it begins. It is like a knotted string, you cannot fathom where the beginning is. Therefore, on this path you have to trust your heart and not your intellect. The intellect does not help here; this is the life of bhavana, feeling. When you are able to have the feeling that you have for your children, spouse or lover towards others, your spiritual life will begin. You need to have the same intensity of desire for spiritual life as you do for wealth and material enjoyment</p>
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Source: http://www.yogamag.net/archives/2009/lnov09/beg.shtml</p>
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		<title>Bowen Therapy</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 30 Jan 2012 15:05:50 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Charles</dc:creator>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Developed in Australia, Bowen Therapy is one of the most effective treatments for back pain because it releases spasm almost immediately and realigns your entire muscle system so that your joints and spine return to healthier and pain free positions.</p>
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<p>Bowen Therapy helps your muscles to release spasm and return naturally to their healthy position and hold that position with long term benefits. Healthier muscle structure ensures that your joints and spine  remain in a healthier position,  keeping you pain free for longer and improving your joint mobility.</p>
<p>Bowen Therapy stimulates nerves on your spine which affect all your organs, and also provides significant relief in hormonal issues, asthma, digestive issues, PMS, infertility, migraines, detoxification and other metabolic conditions.</p>
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		<title>Day 18 &#8211; 24th Jan 2012</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Jan 2012 14:34:27 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Fazilah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>Ah today I went shopping to Nakumat! I bought the usual dog food, chicken food, cat food and then I passed by the meat section. I saw the free range chicken and thought of Soto Ayam, I saw the minced meat and remembered how my kids love to eat nachos with minced meat. I saw [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Ah today I went shopping to Nakumat! I bought the usual dog food, chicken food, cat food and then I passed by the meat section. I saw the free range chicken and thought of Soto Ayam, I saw the minced meat and remembered how my kids love to eat nachos with minced meat. I saw the red snapper and I thought how Bernhard loves fish curry, spicy cooked in the Malaysian way and I could also feel the saliva in my mouth, I observed the sensation, a voice came in my head, 12 more days to go and I can eat anything I want, all of this, the bread, the soy sauce before me, the aubergine sambal, rice and dhal, coffee, tea, bread and I all of a sudden felt a bit revolted. I caught myself living in the past, living in identifying with something that gave a sense pleasure and I have attached myself to it and labeled it nice, delicious and then it stayed in my neurology as that. Of course, this is a simple non-harmful vice, nothing wrong with it and it sadden me to think that the simplest of desires, food and attachment to it is the first key to eradicate all other sense pleasure and objects that we have identified as bringing us pleasure. All is not true. That pleasure is already within, and I can imagine this to be hard for most coz the consciousness of food and eating has been imbibed in our society for millions of years as the one symbol of wealth, good health and prosperity, prosperity means you always have food to it. Wow, what a worldly world. What a world we live, revolving around sense objects and outer satisfaction and completely forgot about the health of goodness and love, peace and wholeness from within!</p>
<p>As I thought of all of that, as I was walking along the isles of the Nakumat and my head is running fast, my taste buds so stimulated looking at a box of red grape juice, the half cut watermelon staring at me in my trolley, and the horrible smell of dog food just spoilt it all. With the smell of the dog food, I was glad I was not eating and I&#8217;d rather go through this diet anytime coz it just put me off! I vowed that I will do this every year and observed what else will come up for me and clear all that is coming up by the time this ends. I am so proud of myself!</p>
<p>Forget about what I ate, I ate nothing. Same like yesterday and completely happy with a plate of cut watermelon I am about to devour. Lots of other emotions rises with awareness, some I entertain and introspect in the practice of Antar Mouna (Inner Silence and observation of thoughts) and then it dissipates. I am aware of a sensation of sadness still, then one of my clients told me about the death of my dad, and I felt even more sad coz I thought of my dad and his death, then there was guilt, thinking maybe I did not spend enough time with him and then it just goes on. No food to trash it down, no friend to speak to, or rather what is there to say, same of illusion and mental afflictions, I tell myself, I can handle this, no beach to relax or mountain to walk, just more sadhana and more RAW FOOD!</p>
<p>Running to teach my class now. Loving what I do</p>
<p>Love and Light<br />
Fazilah</p>
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		<title>Day 17th &#8211; 23rd Jan 2012</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Jan 2012 12:51:06 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Fazilah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>Today feels long and hectic and boring! I feel like a good part of me is missing and even though I am living in an awareness of it, there is a low grade sadness hovering around me. I am not sure why this is. I woke up okay and I felt like I needed a [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Today feels long and hectic and boring! I feel like a good part of me is missing and even though I am living in an awareness of it, there is a low grade sadness hovering around me. I am not sure why this is. I woke up okay and I felt like I needed a Journey Process. I am so glad that Sheila was available and I knew the stuff that awakened in me, to be cleared and resolved needed me to take a journey inside and find out what&#8217;s really there! It was needed. So perhaps that&#8217;s the feeling of neither here nor there an air of heaviness and lightness, of knowing and doubting, of letting go and hanging on, the inner voice of wanting and of releasing! Nothing is real, all is an illusion! I am just now in acceptance and in surrender.</p>
<p>My work, ie my pleasure, the things that give me my bliss, teaching and coaching (of course, my wonderful family and my wonderful children, they are beyond mention!), that helped to keep me occupied and focused and I love what they do to me and surprising what they do to others. I got confirmation today to start next week Monday in Naivasha with street kids there, I got 2 wonderful articulate clients, I played with my son and greeted him at the gate when he came back from school and I did not even miss food!</p>
<p>Honestly, this eating business. Today is Day 17th and I have literally survived on mainly fruits and water and often one plate of salad per day. I am really beginning to feel good, light, concentrated, full of energy and a great connection with a higher level of awareness, and why don&#8217;t many people try this out. I mean honestly, I feel excellent! Even though I am sometimes fluctuating with the low grade sadness, I seem to have a great level of manageability and it is at all affecting or spilling over my work or other aspects of my life.</p>
<p>More tomorrow.<br />
Love<br />
Fazilah</p>
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		<title>Day 14, 15 and 16 &#8211; 20 -22 Jan 2012</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 24 Jan 2012 12:47:40 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Fazilah</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<p>I have not written in 2 days. I have been beautifully busy, blessed with awesome clients, classes to teach, new partners to meet and so excited about our expansion! HCK (Outreach) will now make a presence in Rift Valley to work with street kids and child offenders there! I am feeling a bit overwhelmed by [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have not written in 2 days. I have been beautifully busy, blessed with awesome clients, classes to teach, new partners to meet and so excited about our expansion! HCK (Outreach) will now make a presence in Rift Valley to work with street kids and child offenders there! I am feeling a bit overwhelmed by all these invitations and the positive results of Yoga and Journey work and especially how children respond and transform! That&#8217;s what I did on Friday! Spoke to an organisation called K-NOTE and they are so happy with our success with street kids and child offenders who have been receiving Yoga and Journey for the past 1 year. And they would like us to partner with them on working with street kids in Rift Valley! Don&#8217;t even know where to start, very blessed and saying YES to life!</p>
<p>Saturday was the workshop! Our first workshop for HCK and I was a bit stressed if anyone would come and if it will be well received. And what do I know, my garage was full with cars! I came out of the house and I could feel my heart beating fast and I thought, this is so cool. Do I even have space in my studio for all these people. Yes, I did. 5 people stayed outside and Charles decided not to do Yoga to make space! Then many also stayed back for the workshop and we raised enough to pay a salary of a yoga teacher for 2 months! If HCK get this much people every month, I will be very pleased then we will have money to expand our wings and reach out other areas as well. Even Nakuru is interested in our presence! In the afternoon I had a client for Journey, and by evening, I was so throughly exhausted!</p>
<p>Friday was a sleepless night! Saturday was a late night as well, working out things, clearing out things, bringing up things and resolving things! All happening in dialogue, monologue and all extremely exhausting. I have so much energy, I don&#8217;t seem to need food just lots of water and air! Food that are alive, give you their energy! So energy in abundance in a raw food diet. Amazing. It also bring up the emotions that I usually  stuff down with food, so lots of revelations and I think by the time this ends, I would probably have the strength to completely deal with the demons that are so toxic and so depressing! It feels like everything is happening all at the same time, and a Yoga teacher and a Coach is assumed to have the answers to everything. Well, guess what, I don&#8217;t! Even coaches need coaches! However I am looking forward for the weeks ahead and observe how things will resolve itself! Or not! They are all just Maya (illusions), being made real to give emptiness and self vacancy some expression and continuity. I have played a role in that to fill in the empty gaps! OMG, how depressing!</p>
<p>Today I was woken up by a phone call, I heard a voice saying, Hey, wake up sleepy head!  Not the nicest thing to hear first thing in the morning. I was used to Good Morning beautiful! That&#8217;s how my day started! I was invited to a Chinese New Year party at lunch and once again, I was glad I was not eating even though the food would have been, on normal circumstances, my favorite Malaysian dishes! Both me and Bernhard just saw the food and the host was kind enough to prepare some raw food for us. There is only so much cucumber sticks and carrot stick you can bear! I swore I could have just given in to that bowl of fish ball noodle soup! That&#8217;s what I&#8217;m gonna have when this is over! A bowl of noodle soup.</p>
<p>About what I eat, nothing special. I don&#8217;t think about eating and about what to eat and or food for that matter. My mind is preoccupied about the many things/work unfolding my way, about my regular spiritual practice, yes, I also have no-brainer thoughts going through my mind, and it&#8217;s really nice to know, I am not perfect and full of flaws and blemishes. Full of disempowering states and habits that I can work on and replace with more useful ones. 2012 is going unravel a new me. These raw revelations are too obvious, too loud and too in my face not to have to deal with them. They will catch on me faster than I think. So, interesting times ahead and exciting ones as well!</p>
<p>Regular favorites: Fruit smoothy (breakfast) or fruit salad! A plate of salad (lunch) and or some vegie juices, they taste like green soups and 2 bananas or some fruits for dinner. The dinner meals are getting smaller and smaller or none at all, especially if I&#8217;ve had a large salad for lunch! I am often thirsty and a constant dehydrated feeling in my throat (detox signs, I googled) and stinky sweats and many other detox signs that Bernhard experiences that I don&#8217;t or perhaps I am paying attention to other things that that. If I am detoxing, I welcome that. If I am purging out negative emotions, I welcome that too.</p>
<p>Next week I will be attending a Family Constellation Course from Wednesday to Sunday so watch this space for what that&#8217;s all about and how am I going to manage being raw in a workshop!<br />
Wish you all a great week.</p>
<p>Love and Light<br />
Fazilah</p>
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